Sunday, February 20, 2011

Children's message

In worship this morning we watched (part of this) with the children's Sunday School question in mind, "who is my neighbor?"  The internet is really slow on the hill this weekend, so we weren't able to finish the video clip.  So for those who saw part and those who saw none yet, here's Sermon Spice's "Set Service."




Thou shalt love the lord your God with all your heart, mind and soul and your neighbor as yourself.
The morning message is available at the pastor's blog.


Monday, February 14, 2011

See What? Say Who.

Thoughts on John 3: 1-21

For 2 weeks we’ve heard two powerful healing stories. They're stories that put newly empowered people immediately on the defensive. Local authorities demand they explain themselves.  What happened?  

 To add insult to injury, both the once paralyzed man(from John 5) and the man born blind (from John 9)  are called on the carpet because they were healed on the Sabbath, the holy day, the day of rest.

Here’s what I’ve been wondering this week, 
why do we still refer to them as the “paralytic” and the “blind man”? 

If I’ve been healed, I want to be “the one who can walk.”
I want to be “the one who can see.” 

Are we so focused on dysfunction we can’t quite let it go. 
Labels do seem to linger, don’t they?

Maybe that’s Nicodemus’ problem.  Maybe he and his Council colleagues are so focused on avoiding dysfunction they’re blind, or at least blindfolded, unable to see health and wholeness.

Maybe they really can’t see what’s right in front of them.

Just one, Nicodemus, the teacher who’s supposed to know it all, comes knocking after nightfall.  How embarrassing.  Nicodemus wasn’t exactly living in the era of “lead learners,” after all.

Is he who is supposed to know enough to judge
really creeping in after dark to the house where Jesus invited his first followers to “come and see?” Those followers sought Jesus in the open, in front of God and everyone.  But Nicodemus looks for answers inside, afterhours, when the teacher is alone.

I don’t think he’s using the “royal we,” Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the signs you are doing if God were not with him.”

 Maybe all the leaders of the council really know, on some level, that Jesus is a God-sent, blessed sign, and they just can’t come to grips with what they should do about it.

But I think Nicodemus is part of group of wonderers who are starting to understand their handicapping conditions.  He’s the one brave enough to limp out at night.

Things are different at night. 
In our overly ordered minds,
in the simplest of nursery stories,
day is for wake and work,
night is for sleep and rest.
Even in the age of electricity, these categories guide our expectations,
our body rhythms, our children’s songs and prayers.
Night is time for hopes, and fear, dreams and tears.

Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.

Night is when the desperate, foolish, and cruel enter others’ homes.
Night is when firemen are called out.

In her most recent book, Kate Braestrup talks about this prayer’s origin in an era when pneumonia struck at night.  A child might lay down to sleep and not rise up again in the morning.

Night is when it’s quiet on the hospital ward,
just machines ticking and whirring
interrupted by an occasional siren growing nearer,
a few watchful nurses guarding their patients,

Night is when the veils come off,
when lovers whisper,
when voices whisper instead of shout.

Night is when conversations behind closed curtains
plan protests and shake hands on it.

Night is when candles emerge in public squares,
one, two, twenty, hundreds, thousands,
until they become a mass witness to
the Spirit unwilling to tolerate totalitarian regimes.

Night is when fireworks spray human joy across the sky crying,
yes, yes, yes!

Night is when Nicodemus asks all the right questions
and gives all the right answers,
but does get that he gets it.

[He says], "Rabbi, we all know you're a teacher straight from God. No one could do all the God-pointing, God-revealing acts you do if God weren't in on it."

 [and Jesus says], "You're absolutely right. Take it from me: Unless a person is born from above, it's not possible to see what I'm pointing to—to God's kingdom."

Jesus is not telling Nic he has to be born again
so he’ll be able to process it all perfectly in his mind. 
Jesus is telling him he has been born again;
he sees the signs,
he walked to the right door.

Christians have spent decades asking the wrong question,
“Have you been born again?”
as though it were a ticket to the big show
or a get out of jail free card.”

What Jesus wants to know is
“Can you see what I’m doing right before your eyes?”
“Are you going to take up your bedroll and get going with me?”
Because if you can see me, Jesus says, you can see God.
And if you are coming with me, you are on the path home.

Jesus doesn’t ask Nicodemus what he’s looking for,
Jesus doesn’t make him say what he wants. 
Jesus doesn’t ask Nicodemus what he’s done for God lately.

But there is an important question underlying this conversation. 
It’s a question that lingers when Nicodemus goes back out into the night,
a riddle,
how is Nicodemus like the once upon a time paralytic,
like the once blind man?
Answer, we don’t know.
We don’t know,
because we don’t hear
what he says to those waiting for him at home, at work, at school.

The once immoveable man walked out in the light of day
and said to the leaders of the temple, 
“Jesus did it. 
Jesus made me well.

The once blind man dragged not once but twice, to tell his story,
twice given the chance to justify himself
in the face of growing pressure to disown t
he rule breaking, trouble making Jesus,
looks them right in the eyes and says,
“I don’t know what he did to make me see.
 I do know who did it.”

Is Sabbath for rest that atrophies and immobilizes?
Or is Sabbath remind us of the power God intends to heal,
to find feet,
 sight,
and voices? 

The miracle of the once-blind man isn’t really that his eyes were healed.
 It’s that now he can see. 
Oliver Sacks, the neurologist, writes about patients whose eyesight has been restored, but whose brains can’t process the information now coming to them.  It just doesn’t make sense, the neural pathways are infant, unformed.  They are born again. 
Nicodemus eyes are wide open. Who will he say he has seen?

Friday, February 11, 2011


Brian shared this wonderful poem as the 2-6-11 Call to Worship:

by A. R. Ammons

I know if I find you I will have to leave the earth
and go on out
     over the sea marshes and the brant in bays
and over the hills of tall hickory
and over the crater lakes and canyons
and on up through the spheres of diminishing air
past the blackset noctilucent clouds
          where one wants to stop and look
way past all the light diffusions and bombardments
up farther than the loss of sight
     into the unseasonal undifferentiated empty stark

And I know if I find you I will have to stay with the earth
inspecting with thin tools and ground eyes
trusting the microvilli sporangia and simplest
     coelenterates
and praying for a nerve cell
with all the soul of my chemical reactions
and going right on down where the eye sees only traces

You are everywhere partial and entire
You are on the inside of everything and on the outside

I walk down the path down the hill where the sweetgum
has begun to ooze spring sap at the cut
and I see how the bark cracks and winds like no other bark
chasmal to my ant-soul running up and down
and if I find you I must go out deep into your
     far resolutions
and if I find you I must stay here with the separate leaves


Monday, January 24, 2011

Do You See What I See?


This week's readings in John chapter 2 bring us into two uncomfortable conversations.  One begins with Jesus talking back to his mother (John 2: 1-17).

But this domestic scene is just an appetizer.  The real action begins when Jesus’ get to his God-Father’s house, the temple. (John 2: 18-22)

These two stories cast Jesus in a different light than we are used to seeing him.
We want Jesus to be the good and readily obedient son. 
We want Jesus to be the one who never gets angry. 
We want the powers that be to “get it.”

During the recent holidays, Andy William’s version of the Christmas classic lodged in my inner ear:

From the night wind to the little lamb, do you see what I see?
From the little lamb to the shepherd boy, do you hear what I hear?
From the shepherd boy to the mighty king, Do you know what I know?

Said the king to the people everywhere
Listen to what I say
Pray for peace people everywhere
Listen to what I say

A child, a child, sleeping in the night
He will bring us goodness and light
He will bring us goodness and light
Do you hear what I hear?


I’m propbably not the only one who finds “Little Drummer Boy” more pleasant to sing than the song another king, the Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, wove into his “I have a Dream Speech.”

            Mine Eyes have see the glory of the coming of the Lord,
            He has trampled out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored…

King declaimed peace that day on the Lincoln Memorial Steps,                  
My people, my people, listen! The battle is in our hands.... So as we go away this afternoon, let us go away more than ever before committed to the struggle and committed to nonviolence. I must admit to you there are still some difficulties ahead. We are still in for a season of suffering.... I must admit to you there are still jail cells waiting for us, dark and difficult moments. We will go on with the faith that nonviolence and its power transformed dark yesterdays into bright tomorrows. We will be able to change all of these conditions. Our aim must never be to defeat or humiliate the white man but to win his friendship and understanding. We must come to see that the end we seek is a society  at peace with itself, a society that can live with its conscience.... I know you are asking today, "How long will it take?" I come to say to you this afternoon however difficult the moment, however frustrating the hour, it will not be long, because truth pressed to earth will rise again.                                                                          How long? Not long, because no lie can live forever.
 How long? Not long, because you still reap what you sow.
 How long? Not long. because the arm of the moral universe is long and it bends toward justice. How long? Not long,'cause mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord,                      trampling out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored.                                           
He has loosed the fateful lightning of his terrible swift sword.                                          
His truth is marching on.                                                                                                 
He has sounded forth the trumpets that shall never call retreat.                                       
He is lifting up the hearts of man before His judgment seat.                                            
Oh, be swift, my soul, to answer Him. Be jubilant, my feet.                                     
Our God is marching on.[i]


Hearing the Battle Hymn of the Republic in the context of this speech that changed the world, that changed my world, that changed your world, brings out a whole new meaning in the words. The wrath is not anger for anger’s sake or for entertainment’s sake, or to make a buck or to fill in some emotional vacuum.  
It's only when I hear these words in the voice of those who fight for justice, that I can hear these fighting words as holy words. It's only as we hear Jesus words in the voice of those who fight for justice, that we can hear fighting words as holy words.
When Jesus’ anger pours out in the temple the glory of God is being revealed as the glory of justice.
When John's Gospel was being put on written record, it was seventy some years after Jesus’ crucifixion and death, after the splendid failure of his project in their grandparents’ time,  It's some seventy years after Jesus’ resurrection that reframed the project entirely, Judaism was being forced to recreate itself.  The Romans had driven them out of the temple and taken the place down behind them.
If God was in the temple,
where is God now?
Where do we worship now?
How do we worship now?
Jewish Communities reshaped their sacred centers. Some regrouped in the synagogues planted in the last crisis, the Diaspora.  They met in homes and places of business and simple meeting halls.
Some regrouped around the one who revealed the Glory of God to them.
John’s community, the one forming this gospel wrestles with a fundamental question.
Is Jesus Human, or  is Jesus God?
If Jesus is human, life is so much easier.  They don’t have to endure abuse and charges of blasphemy from their neighbors and family or torture from representatives of the Roman Empire.  They can just say, he’s a great teacher and let it go at that.  Sigh of relief.But then, what did it mean when Jesus said, “the temple will be rebuilt.” Why is that they saw their God, saw their lives so differently when Jesus showed up?

So, is Jesus human or is Jesus God.
The answer was then and is now, “Yes.”
Jesus is the glory of God.
Jesus is a human being having a fully human experience.
Yes.

So how do we live with that yes?
How do we live with a man who got up and walked out of his own tomb, who keeps asking us to see the glory of god revealed in what he says and does?  How do we do that well?

What is success?  That’s a sacred question.

Is success taking on responsibility for the life of the party (and overstepping your role as guest to help your host when he runs out of libations)?

Is success doing what your mother tells you?

Is success the number of projects we manage to finish, the sheer momentum of tasks accomplished?

Is success numerical?  Is more merrier, bigger better?

For Jesus, it seems, success is when the people around him sees what he sees:  his Creator, infusing all of creation with compassion and beauty, and a hunger for justice, a thirst for mercy.

The Prophet Isaiah says (9:1-4)
 But there will be no gloom for those who were in anguish. ….The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who lived in a land of deep darkness on them light has shined. You have multiplied the nation, you have increased its joy; they rejoice before you as with joy at the harvest, as people exult when dividing plunder.  For the yoke of their burden, and the bar across their shoulders, the rod of their oppressor, …

Do you hear what I hear?
Do you see what I see?
Asks Jesus.


[i] Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. I Have a Dream: Writings and Speeches That Changed the World (Speech given at the end of the march from Selma's Edmund Pettus Bridge on March 25 1965)


Do you hear what I hear?
(Hear what I hear, hear what I hear?)
Said the night wind to the little lamb
Do you see what I see? (do you see what I see?)
Way up in the sky, little lamb
Do you see what I see? (do you see what I see?)
A star, a star, dancing in the night
With a tail as big as a kite
With a tail as big as a kite
Said the little lamb to the shepherd boy
Do you hear what I hear? (Do you hear what I hear?)
Ringing through the sky, shepherd boy
Do you hear what I hear? (Do you hear what I hear?)
A song, a song high above the tree
With a voice as big as the the sea
With a voice as big as the the sea
Said the shepherd boy to the mighty king
Do you know what I know? (what I know, what I know?)
In your palace warm, mighty king
Do you know what I know? (what I know, what I know?)
A Child, a Child shivers in the cold
Let us bring him silver and gold
Let us bring him silver and gold
Said the king to the people everywhere
Listen to what I say! (what I say, what I say)
Pray for peace, people, everywhere
Listen to what I say! (what I say, what I say)
The Child, the Child sleeping in the night
He will bring us goodness and light
He will bring us goodness and light .

collecting comments on John

Your Pastor here, scratching her pea brain to re-collect the great comments made in worship on January 16.
They came in three categories.  Help out by filling in what I"ve missed or adding more. (Use the comment box below!)

First impressions of John:

Memorable characters in John:

Questions provoked by the Gospel According to John:

Monday, January 10, 2011

Reading with John

This year's all church read is the Gospel according to John, the fourth of the New Testament Gospels.
Since this book is structured with conversations, January and February worship services will explore the conversations we find most compelling.

So, on January 2 I asked everyone to go home, read the book, and let me know which conversations they find particularly interesting, puzzling, or otherwise worth spending time with, promising to collect input on January 9.  Imagine my surprise when tons of folks (well, ok, LOTS) came prepared. Wonderful conversations ensued about passages, versions of the bible-some easier to read than others.

Since conversation is the theme, I'm hoping that this blog will be a platform for sharing those enthusiams and questions with each other.

Use the comment space below to post the passages you'd most like to explore in the Gospel according to John.  This is real need to know....so I can plan worship.  We'll also stir up some viritual conversations and actual ones in small group and stone soup lunch settings.

So far we have one request for John 6 (the bread passages) and two for John 17.  What will you add to the list? (A word of why would also be helpful!)

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Twelfth Day of Christmas Present

Have the twelve days of Christmas helped you be more present to God, more aware of God's presence?
The story's told of a woman whose friend, wanting to honor what she's learned from her, said, "when you are gone, people will remember the way God was present in your life."  The woman smiled and said, "I hope that people will celebrate whatever way I've able to be present in God's life!"

Here's a 12th day gift, with an invitaiton to be present to God in the reading of it.
Tomorrow we'll turn to thoughts about conversation in the Gospel According to John.

I gave this day to God
     Mary Oliver, from "Accompanied by Angels:  Poems of the Incarnation

I gave this day to God when I got up, and look,
look what it birthed!  There, up the hill, stood


the apple tree, bronze leaves, its fallen apples
spilling richly down the slope, the way God spilled


his seed into Mary, into us.  In her the holy promise 
came to rest in generous soil after a long 


fall.  How often it ends in gravel, or dry dust.
Blackberry patches thorny with distraction. Oh


I pray my soul will welcome always that small
seed.  That I will hail it when it enters me.


I don't mind being grit, soil, dirt, mud-brown,
laced with the rot of old leaves, if only the seed


can find me, find a home, and bear a fruit
sweet, flushed, full-fleshed--a glory apple.